11:38 p.m. - 2004-02-04
long-awaited update (snicker)
Wow. I can't believe I went over a week without updating. This is a strong statement in itself. Anyone who reads this bitch knows the obsessive nature of my updatery.
Things are slowing down ever so slightly, but that doesn't mean that I'm not working my arse off. It just means that I am finally settled into my new appartment and I am starting to get my routine down. Still sick, still slightly crazed, but reason is creeping back into my world, albeit slowly.
I am losing my grasp on my ability to control the crush on the crush. But I am worried about acting. I don't know if I'm more afraid to be in love or to be rejected. He just shat on me for not making the blog public. I wonder why I don't...oh yes. I don't want to bloody censor myself all the damn time. Like he does in his blog that his damn parents read. It is amazing how crazy someone can make you, especially when they are NOT SLEEPING WITH YOU. Damnit.
This approaching weekend looks to be another totally wild one. Already have plans for every night, shock o shocks.
And then, there's next weekend. Lordy be. I believe I have been talked in to (not that I was ever remotely opposed to such a proposition) driving to San Francisco over Presidents' Day weekend.
I still have to write a story for workshop tomorrow. Christ almighty, how can I be inspired with such immediately deadlines!
Also, new design. Love it.
